Good morning,
Just for today I hold a coin in my hand and in my heart. One side is the unconditional love of my higher power, and the other side is my powerlessness over the disease alcoholism.
Today I’m going to feed the side of the Unconditional Love of HP, and I’m going to sweep the character defects and unmanageability under the rug just for today. This morning I’ve done a couple meditations, and I feel pretty good about that. When I came to the rooms I had no idea what the unconditional love of my HP looked or felt like, nor did I truly understand the unmanageability in my life. However, the more I learned about myself and let go of the negative energy that I use to hold in my heart and soul during my active can be abandoned today, so I can focus on the positivity in my life and not dwell on that unmanageability in my life today. I am grateful for the pain that has left my body since having my thumb surgery being able to rest and recuperate. I knew the housekeeping was tearing my body up, but I had no idea just how much. It’s been two weeks and tomorrow I go for my post op appointment. I knew that the housekeeping was tearing of my body, but I had no idea just how much. I am grateful for the knowledge and for the awareness of my body today and that I have choices, to do the next thing to continue paint the mosaic of my life. I’m grateful for my pooches that are sitting here with me and meditating. I am also grateful for you and this forum we use to share our experience, strength and hope with each other.
As my friend would say, “let’s get out and seize the day.”
💖🤗🙏🥀
