Good morning dear friends and family,
This morning I am so thankful for my readings and the encouragement they provide me; I’m so grateful for that act of meditation. It provides me with peace and self reflection.
This morning I’ve been reflecting about how when I first came into the rooms. I didn’t really believe in my God. I had to fake it until I made it. Because I was so broken in my heart and soul. It wasn’t that difficult for me to accept a God of my understanding, and to look to others for guidance of how to believe again. I was blessed with a daughter who had a strong belief in God and that I could see how her belief and love of her God reflected back on me. I am grateful that I have learned to share and help others again. For without helping others, I would be stuck in the act of self run riot, self-pity, and self-reliance. I would not recommend living that way; it is very lonely and causes great disparity.
Today I am blessed to know my God, and to know that you share with me and I can share with you my joys and at times chaos and discouragement. I am grateful I’m coming out of a place of anxiety and self doubt about my relationships with you and others. Sharing halves my feelings today. I just have to be s witness to the love of others. (I’m sorry if this is coming out in a disorderly way.) But these are my truths today. My mind is still somewhat chaotic and I’m am waiting for it to settled back to a place of contentment and peace.
I am grateful for my sobriety and for having you getting my back when I fall down.
Have a wonderful Friday. I will be the love that you share with me today.
Me
