Good morning,
Like my sobriety, my thoughts, and behaviors can be as fragile as I choose. At least half of the time I need to run my behaviors and choices by my sponsor, so I can see through to the other side of my thoughts and outcomes of my actions.
I am still a work in progress and can still have immature thoughts and behave in immature ways. No one else is responsible for my choices and actions except me. Today I choose to use my sponsor for help with my relationships.
Often times someone else’s behavior can trigger an old behavior and cause me to take immature actions. Prayer and communication are key to healthy relationships for me today. I don’t need to sit and stew as my grandma use to say. I have a journal and people in my life for a reason, so I don’t have to do it alone. Living life in a responsible and productive way is like raising a child; it takes a town or a posey to do it more easily.
This morning I am grateful for you all and for my sponsor and for being able to make the choice to journal when something has upset me. It is up to me to be responsible for my actions. I am grateful that I have my community and can be a responsible adult. I am not alone no matter what my disease tells me; living in solitary is a choice too.
I am grateful for a very good nights sleep and am ready to face the day with positive intentions and behaviors.
Lastly I extremely thankful for you and appreciate the time and attention you give me every morning. I don’t take that for granted and look forward to your responses every day I write my stuff down. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Love and hugs Me 💕🙏🤗🥀
