Good morning
I just love this!
When I was young I would lay down in the high grass in the pasture and look up at the puffy clouds thinking that my birth mom was up there looking down on me.
Even through all of the pain and anger I still had that yearning of wanting my mother’s touch.
Today I believe she has always been looking down on me with love and longing.
Through you and my recovery I can now believe and accept that grief and pain of my loss without drinking and denying that she really cared.
I feel very blessed to be in the place I am today.
This morning I booked out little trip to the beach in September. Yay! I am grateful for compromise and being able to look at reality, no matter what it is, without wine colored glasses on. That in it’s self is proof this program works.
I am thankful I am no longer that person who can’t compromise or remaining rigid in my thinking. Thank you my God of my understanding.
Today will be whatever I choose it to be, and it is going to be a good one!
Happy Monday all! 💧🥀🙏🌈